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Name: Kari


Interests: God. spending time with my family and friends. becoming more like Christ. reading. walking. reading. writing. helping where I can, for whom I can. loving on my little brothers! meeting new people. singing. playing piano. reading. sleeping. listening to people. music. laughing. biking. being. traveling. watching movies.


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Saturday, August 22, 2009

Ave, Triin, Ii, Freddi, Heikko, Mare and Mai!

Thank you all so much for the card! It made me so very happy! ~smile~ I love you all so much.

Know that you are in my thoughts very often, and that I pray for all of you. That God will watch over you and protect you, that He will bless you in everything you do. That He will show you how much you are loved, which is is a lot.

You are the bestest! Armastan sind v2ga, v2ga. ~big hugs~


Tuesday, May 12, 2009

In just a little while I'll be heading to the airport. I'm going to China with a group from Harding. I'll be in China for a month! We'll be helping Chinese college students practice their English, in various capacities.

I get to see Jaime! I'm so very excited, I haven't seen her since February. It will so wonderful to get to spend time with her. ~smile~

I've been packing and trying to get everything else ready. All those last minute things that come up. ~smile~

I'm so grateful to all of you that have helped make this trip possible! You guys are the bestest.

Please keep me in your prayers. I love you all dearly.

~big hugs~


Sunday, May 03, 2009

Zach Graduated!

Zach is graduating from High school. Time once again has flown by so very quickly. I remember when he was born; when he was 3 and knocked one of his front teeth out; also when he was 3 we moved to Siberia; when he was 5 and dislocated his elbow by jumping off the top of the jungle gym; when he was 6 we moved to Estonia; from a very young age he was our hugger; he loved to read and learn;

Over the years he's changed, grown, lived. He is becoming a man that we love dearly and are so proud of.

Jaime is still in China and so unfortunately couldn't be here.

So Congratulations on your Graduation Zach! You are truly amazing! ~smile~

I'll try to add some pictures later.

 


Thursday, March 05, 2009

Wow. Two years. In some ways it doesn't feel possible that we've been gone that long... in other ways it feels like so much longer.

Two years ago we left what was known for what we didn't know.

I wish that I could say that I knew where God was trying to move me. Too often I'm not sure what the lesson that He's trying to teach me is. I try to look deeper, but too often I fail. I get too caught up in what is in right front of me, and forget to look around.

So much has happened in the last little while, it feels like a years worth of living and hurting has been packed into the past three months...

There have been things to rejoice over as well. Iiris is back in Tallinn, she was able to go home. Right now she is undergoing rehabilitation, but Lord willing, in time she'll be able to continue on with her life.

Please keep her in your prayers, I can't imagine going though what she did. God is good.

Please pray for Geoff, his survey trip is coming up really quickly. Please pray that God will show him what His will is. that Geoff will be able to raise the support he needs, that he will be able to minister to the people he comes in contact with, that God will work through him wherever he goes.

Please pray for us as we transition once again, once more we're not sure what God is doing with us. ~smile~ But He is faithful.

I hope that you are doing well. Please continue to pray for the Christians in Estonia, Iiris' continued healing and the whole Kohv family.

Armastan ja igatsen sind.  ~big hugs~


Monday, January 26, 2009


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Liisi, dear darling friend mine. You can not know how much I will miss you. Miss the smiles, the hugs, the singing, the hanging out, the laughing, the being, the love. You and I are so much alike in many, many ways. Most importantly we share a faith in a great God. So it is not goodbye, but I'll see you later. And that is a truly wonderful thing to know. I am so incredibly thankful that HE let us become friends, I can honestly say that I'm much better for knowing you. You loved God and people with all of yourself, and I know that you can now see our Lord and Savior face to face. I know that God loves you even more than I do, which is hard for me to imagine, but I know it's true. Now you are by HIS side cheering those of us that are still running our race, you are in our cloud of witnesses with those that have gone before us, waiting for us to come home. My heart is hurting, a lot, but underneath it all there is a peace, that can only come from God. 











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Gone From My Sight

I am standing upon the seashore.
A ship at my side spreads her white
sails to the morning breeze and starts
for the blue ocean.

She is an object of beauty and strength.
I stand and watch her until at length
she hangs like a speck of white cloud
just where the sea and sky come
to mingle with each other.

Then, someone at my side says;
"There, she is gone!"

"Gone where?"
Gone from my sight. That is all.
She is just as large in mast and hull
and spar as she was when she left my side
and she is just as able to bear her
load of living freight to her destined port.
Her diminished size is in me, not in her.

And just at the moment when someone
at my side says, "There, she is gone!"
There are other eyes watching her coming,
and other voices ready to take up the glad
shout;
"Here she comes!"
And that is dying.

by Henry Van Dyke, a 19th Century clergyman, educator, poet, and religious writer


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Father God in heaven. Be with us all now. Wrap your arms around us, just hold us Father. We're all hurting. Let us feel your love.  Father you know what plans you have for us. Only You knew the number of days in her life before she was born. Father you knew. You know our hearts. You know how we are hurting. Be with Kaia, Triin, Priit, Siim, Iiris, Mare, Margit, Mai, Ave, Mom, Dad, Geoff, Jaime, Kaci, Zach, Tim, Ty, Drew, and me Father. Only you know everyone that she touched. You know all of us, you see our pain. It’s never easy to lose someone you love, but I know that you love her and you love us. So please Father, give us the comfort that only you can. Be with Iiris, Mart, Janet, and the couple that was in the other car, I know they're hurting also, they lost their daughters. Father please heal them. I love you Father. 


                                    It’s in Jesus name that I pray,

                                                Amen




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